Sunday, April 22, 2012 6:16 PM
To One Half of my Haters,
I am a jealous freak. You're right.
Everybody seems to have something to, have somewhere to go. They like what they're doing (or at least they're complacent about it). Or at least they don't mind what they're doing. Or they're really good at pretending that they don't mind what they're doing.
And I am quite jealous, to be honest. I am not particularly interesting, god forbid me to say so and lie. I do not have that "passion" that I see in others. I feel a little lost and a little devoid of everything.
I've always been good at being mediocre -- just good enough at this, just good enough at that -- scraping just enough to get by. But it's a little tiring to know that you're not particularly good at anything.
Something I've always wanted badly is something to be good at.
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