Tuesday, May 17, 2011 10:16 PM
I Put the 'Me' in 'Mediocre'
Some days, I reflect on my life thus far and feel the crushing depression of unaccomplishment.
I'm not bad at school, I'm not bad at art, I'm not bad at badminton. In comparison to the rest of the population, I wouldn't really say I'm terribly bad at anything but I'm not good at anything either. But sadly, that's completely irrelevant because people are never compared to the average human skill level because it's incredibly low. Unlike most people who seem to have some strong skill set or talent, I have nothing. Nothing good enough to be considered redeeming.
What am I doing? What's important to me?
Nothing, nothing, nothing...
I don't know.
I just make excuses because I'm dumb and indecisive.
Does posting this make me an attentionwhore?
Does asking that make me seem cocky for thinking people will read this?
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