Monday, October 4, 2010 5:06 PM
accomplishment
FUCK YEAHH.
everything feels good.
sophomore year is going 55432759 times better for me than freshie year.
just had a honors advanced algebra test.. and owned it (;
granted, there's a pretty large chance i actually misread everything and totally failed it
BUT FOR NOW i'm going to enjoy the feeling of accomplishment.
some people say, "ew. who studies for math?"
here's the answer: i do.
and guess who knew all the material?
hahahahaaa.
i'm bragging, deal with it. > __ >
the ironic thing is that people look at the kids with good grades and say, "wow, you're smart"
more accurately, the kids with good grades are the ones who got tired of being stupid and decided to change themselves.
i hate studying; i hate feeling like i'm being turned into a nerd wannabe
but the feeling of accomplishment is amazing.
i study, i get better grades.
it's amazing how i couldn't figure this out freshman year.
in comparison to a lot of other people, i'm not really doing that well.
truthfully, it's frustrating comparing myself to all my smart friends.
taking my GPA against theirs.
but i think i'm more than a GPA, more than a test grade
and reducing myself to one doesn't make me happy at all.
i will do my best, whatever that may be.
tralalalalaa ~
life is good.
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